Monday, February 18, 2008
she couldnt rmb how many times she has let him down. countless mayb. it's every human's nature to think the best of themselves n the worst of others. she was no exception. she kept thinking of how he kept letting her down. she kept thinking of how his words would sometimes make her unhappy. but she didnt think of how he always gave in to her. no matter how much he didnt lyk her working, he juz kept quiet. she didnt think how let down, how neglected he would be. he told her his feelings and fears. she felt remorseful. but he knew her. he understood her. he told her to enjoy her work. and he said that one sentence which made her realise sth. she realised that he can live without her. but she cant live without him. he's so much of her life. she didnt and couldnt let go. one thing is for sure. she loves him.she realised she has lost touch on many things. frenz, family, studies... she didnt noe wat was going on anymore. all she knew was to get on wif each day. sometimes, it feels surreal. she didnt noe how to go on. it's almost like sth has clouded her vision. she can no longer see her future. she's confused. abt everything...