Dear Diary
Introduction


“I have often been downcast, but never in despair;
I regard our hiding as a dangerous adventure,
romantic and interesting at the same time.
In my diary I treat all the privations as amusing.
I have made up my mind now to lead a different life from other girls and,
later on, different from ordinary housewives. My start has been so very full of interest,
and that is the sole reason why I have to laugh at the humorous side of the most dangerous moments.”
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Me


BabyQR
I don't think there's anything wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.

Wishes

To have a future
New phone
New laptop~
To be with him
Travel around
To be with him and have a future~

Past

♥ March 2006
♥ April 2006
♥ May 2006
♥ June 2006
♥ July 2006
♥ August 2006
♥ September 2006
♥ October 2006
♥ November 2006
♥ December 2006
♥ January 2007
♥ February 2007
♥ March 2007
♥ April 2007
♥ May 2007
♥ June 2007
♥ July 2007
♥ August 2007
♥ September 2007
♥ October 2007
♥ November 2007
♥ December 2007
♥ January 2008
♥ February 2008
♥ March 2008
♥ April 2008

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006
wootx!! today's my bday!!! i'm 17!!! yea!! haha.. finally one more yr older.. keke.. today was really great man.. i swear it's e best bday ever.. haha.. i had e company of my frenz, family and gd food!! not to mention, ppl msging me all day saying "happy birthday!" i swear i got high man.. i'm lyk so excited cos dis is e 1st time my bday's so lively.. haha.. god i'm so damned happy rite now... haha.. let's talk abt today den.. haha

well, wen i woke up, i got a couple of msges from bao bei and db.. haha.. all wishing me happy birthday.. den manu msged too.. =D den bao bei came over to my hse to meet me.. and he gave me my present.. my 1st bday present from him!!! haha.. but den again, i only knew him dis yr.. haha.. so i'm lyk so excited la.. and i asked him if i could open it and he said go ahead.. haha.. wen i opened it up, dere's a bracelet in dere.. haha.. i'm sooo in love with it man.. it has a really simple design with 2 hearts linked in e middle.. haha.. lyk my heart is linked with his.. =p so i asked him to put it on for me so i can flaunt it today.. haha.. i'm so vain... but dat's not e point.. lolx

den we met bc, zh and sq.. haha.. and i received gray's msg.. lolx.. so many ppl msg me.. but i love it~~ we went Simei to play arcade and pool la and on e way dere, nikko msged me.. as usual, i lost.. but i won bao bei once.. lolx.. he let me win de.. haha.. sq and bc gave me my present and dey told me not to open it until i got hm.. ok.. so i listened to dem.. haha.. wen i opened it, i knew y dey dun wan me to open it immediately... dey got me bracelet too!! hahahaha.. so damn funny la... i was laughing lyk an idiot.. haha.. anyways, xw and hj came in e afternoon to meet us.. dey got me a SOFT TOY!! wootx.. e ultimate present for me.. haha.. it's a turtle.. very cute, very cuddly.. haha..i'm going bonkers here man... lolx.. but u think i care? noooooo.. haha.. i've got a rite to be bonkers today.. =p

db said she forgot to bring my present today.. i dun mind.. it's juz great to meet up and have fun.. and i'm glad my bday provided dat opportunity.. =) my son, ben gave me a bottle of sweets.. lolx.. e sweetest sweets i've ever tasted cos it's from him and dat's e 1st time i've received dis kind of present.. =D

we went to sakae for lunch la.. haha.. den i received msges from raudhah and huiling.. haha.. so we juz ate la.. nth much really.. except we started playing zhong ji mi ma.. -_- and dey added wasabi to e food la.. den got mayo and all.. and most of us were already full.. damn.. e ultimate forfeit man.. oh well.. but we had fun.. =) after sakae, we went hm le.. haha.. so dat's all for today.. now for some personal msg to some ppl....

to db.. u noe.. mayb it's cos of wat's happening dese few wks, u may feel dat i dun wan u ard.. but dat's not true!! i still wan u ard cos u're my best sister and best fren.. i mean lyk.. yea, we've said harsh words to each other wen we're angry but we oso get over dem quick.. dat's cos we're such close sisters.. haha.. ever since i knew u, i've celebrated my bday wif u.. so it'll b a little weird for me if u're not dere.. thks for everything.. i'm really happy today.. i dun mind if u forgot my present.. as long as u dun forget my bday or me, i happy enuff le.. =)

to sk, bc, zh and gray.. all my gors.. haha.. dere muz b a reason y i call u guys my gor de.. lolx.. bc, i noe it's cos we're quite alike and we really click well.. haha.. zh ar.. chua and chua.. some more u really treat me very well.. =) thank you.. sk.. -___- e bian tai.. take my turtle and beat... lolx.. but you are a great gor cos u're able to keep me in line ba.. haha.. gray ar.. i swear my other 3 gors dun laugh as much as u do.. and i lyk dat side of u.. haha.. someone i could laugh with.. haha.. let's laugh together more kz... to e 4 of u, thank you for making my life more bearable.. haha.. bc calls me a stubborn freak.. lolx.. zh accompanies me whenever he could.. sk will always remind me to behave.. gray would, as usual, laugh with me.. haha.. yea.. thank you guys.. =)

to ben ben, i noe u left dis grp le.. but doesn't mean i wld forget u.. gd for u to have found e life u wan.. =) actually, to me, e grp has split long ago le.. we juz gather wen we feel lyk it.. no obligations at all.. haha.. so i'm really happy for u.. =) keep in contact and all e best..

to sq, i noe it'll b hard for u to forget past hurts and i'm sorry for causing some or most of it.. really.. so i really wan to thank u for bothering to come and celebrate my bday wif me... it means a lot to me.. thank you for e bracelet.. haha.. i'll wear it de.. =) haha.. i really had fun today..

to hj and xw.. haha.. thank you 2 for e turtle.. =D it has a name now.. it's called smooth turtle.. lolx.. oso really thank you for coming to celebrate my bday.. haha.. 1st time sia.. =p

to e kuku peeps.. haha.. thanks for remembering my bday!! haha.. it's really nice to receive ur mages.. =) i really had a fun time today ya.. haha.. let's all have fun during chalet, all rite!! haha.. ps to huiling: yea, i rmb kbox.. quick quick set date so we can go lalala!! haha.. cheerx, kukus =D

lastly and most imptly, to bao bei, sy.. thanks for e bday present.. i really love it.. i've always lyk things simple.. haha.. it's not only e design of e bracelet.. it's oso cos u're e one who gave it to me.. i'm still wearing it now.. it means a lot to me.. =) though we've only been together for ard 3 mths, it felt lyk forever to me.. e days together wif u were fun.. days without u were lonely and i missed u alot.. i guess u're e one person who keeps me awake.. haha.. as in.. wen i feel dat everything's bleak, u were juz dere, with a ready smile, reminding me dat dere's someone who cares and love me.. for me, i noe dere's someone out dere whom i can love and care for.. dat person is u.. thank you for e happy moments.. i love you.. =)

lolx.. sorry ar.. a little mushy.. haha.. i a little embarressed le.. beta stop.. lolx.. thanks everyone!!

Thursday, September 14, 2006
HIIIIIIIII!!! dun ask me where i went.. haha.. cos I'M FINALLY BACK!!! due to popular demand (actually it's only manu.. sobs), i'm updating my blog.. haha.. ok.. 1st of all, to explain my absence.. well, recently, i got addicted to PS2.. haha.. been playing Suikoden 3 so i didn't go online as often.. wat's more, i've been watching too much tv for my own gd.. lolx.. and, i really dunno wat to blog abt.. cos my life has been a little.. bleahx dese few days.. except for bao bei.. haha..

so i'm gonna update.. since someone's interested.. (thank you manu!! =.=) update update..

well.. ytd, bao bei hurt his back while carrying his ah ma's pots to his hse... hope he's ok... sigh..

oh!! i passed all my papers!! so it means...... *drumrolls*
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NO SUB PAPERS!!!! woo hoo!!! yea well... i'm a little crazy.. haha.. but i cant help it.. too excited le.. thot i wld fail man... lucky lucky pass de.... haha.. so i can finally PARTY!! ^^


went to e doc today cos of my stupid lips... turns out it's sensitive skin.. so i'm given some kind of cream to 'heal' e sensitive skin.. wth.. i nv had dis kind of problem b4.. 3 mths ago is rash.. now dis.. from wat e doc said, e rash and dis sensitive lips is somehow related.. zzz.. i went for 3 mths without knowing i have sensitive lips.... haha... oh well.. life still goes on... juz dat i think i'm not supposed to eat e cream.. but it's on my lips.. which is kinda tough for me not to lick it... (>.<) so if u ever watch e news or read e newspaper and dat it's reporting dat i died due to poisoning, pls rmb.. it's e cream's fault.. dis is to prevent ppl from thinking dat i've been murdered or commited suicide.. -____-

haha.. so here is e update manu wanted.. lolx.. but den again, i wanted to update.. haha!! will update soon.. i'm working on my story.. so watch out for updates on dat too.. =)

Monday, September 04, 2006
seriously dunno wat's wrong wif me.. went to meet mel today cos he intro me job.. bt in e end i rejected it cos my dad wan me to hlp out at his workshop.. yea well.. den i sort of got lost ard bugis dere... so i called bao bei.. bt he nv pick up.. cos he put his hp on silent.. haha.. nvm.. it's ok.. i found my way ard in e end.. juz dat e feeling of being lost is not nice... anyways.. den i sort of got a little.. i dunno.. juz having a feeling dat i need someone dere... bt bao bei not dere.. so i called db.. she at fren's hse so i didn't say anything and hung up.. after dat, i switched off my phone.. i simply didn't have e mood.. i juz sort of started telling myself dat everyone else has a life.. wat abt me? y am i wandering ard aimlessly? e crowd at bugis.. everyone seemed to have purpose in their eyes.. dey knew where dey're going and y.. me? i juz went wif e flow.. i'm empty in dere.. haha.. mayb being lost juz sort of made me a little sth wrong in e head.. up till now, i still dunno how to tell db y i called her.. how do i explain? she has a life.. i dun.. and dat sux.. yea i noe.. but dat doesn't gif me e rite to spoil her fun rite? lolx.. i'm toking crap now.. so.. i dunno la.. heck..

tml going to watch movie wif bao bei~~ happi happi!! lolx.. i'm seriously bonkers.. bao bei says he lyk his chubby lao po.. haha!! and he said lao hu rou nice to eat.. =.= wth.. haha.. he lyk to eat da bao... lucky i mua ji (or is it fan tuan?).. dotx.. i'm toking crap.. haha.. k la.. dat all.. buaix.. i juz got everything out.. happi~~~

1K02 having chalet!!!! woohoo!! CLASS BBQ!!! FUN!!!

i'm mad... -_______-