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one report down.. *yea-ness* 2 more individual reports and 2 presentations to go.. qr, you can do it.. stop fainting!

one major screwup after another.. projects...................................

last nite was one helluva nite.. imagine: a wine lounge with both interior and exterior seats.. a total of 20 tables, close to 51 pax at one point.. only 2 service staff.. yes.. dat was the scenario last nite.. only me and retail manager, kenny.. operations manager jason was on mc.. me and kenny holding the front.. and boy, were we busy.. so busy, we didnt even have a break.. let's not even talk abt our ruined dinner.. =x

with only 2 staff and 51pax to look after.. it was a fresh new experience.. i mean, we're running ard (yes, practically running) the whole place, trying to attend to all the guest.. it was fun, exhilarating and really got my adrenaline pumping.. it would be great if guest knew wat they wanted.. some were understanding by approaching me with the wine they wanted in their hands.. makes it so much easier to serve them.. others asked for recommendation for which i had to get kenny.. he was pretty much as stressed as i was.. lolx and he was saying, "kelly, i really dunno how am i going to survive without you. lucky you noe how to serve." LOL and dere i was saying, "you're welcome. *wide grin*"

we were really happy when it's close to closing.. yea-ness when closing.. cos it meant home-sweet-home after a nite of hard work~ =D kenny covered the front area while i was holing up in the kitchen washing dishes.. woots! hot steam from the dishwasher feels so familiar on my face.. =D apparently, *i was told by bc* i'm e only idiot who volunteers enthusiastically to help out in the kitchen during closing.. HAHA seeems lyk no one lyk washing dishes at TWC.. =p but den again, stewarding is fun, fun, fun!

both jason and kenny asked me the same qns.. *on diff days* "are you happy at work?" my reply, "yes!" haha.. jason noticed i was always happy and smiling when i came to work.. i was STILL carrying dat same facial expression when i left work.. HAHA i really love my job.. it's great, really.. not only the experience, my colleagues as well as the guests.. =) i think i will continue working after i come back from china..

it's not always abt the money.. sometimes really.. it's abt the experience.. whether it made you happy or not.. =) cheers

if you think being a operations manager for events is fun, think again.. not convinced? try drawing maps to scale.. i swear.. you'll go mad in a matter of mins.. why? cos the ruler is your ever "faithful" companion.. so urgh.. and the best part is.. when you see the ACTUAL pic of your venue, it's another huge headache.. cos for mine, there's so many trees! lyk wth.......

still drawing my maps.. and i would say.. it's tiring on the eyes..

he told me, "is more of luv" dat sentence helped me make my decision.. looking forward to nxt month..

today, i finally cried after surpressing myself for 2 yrs.. cried for the me whom i've lost 2 yrs ago.. cried in regret.. cried for myself.. for sth that i've lost.. i nv thot my heart could really be broken into so many pieces.. but it did.. my heart bled for 2 yrs.. i pretended nth happened.. but a qns today made me say sth which i kept close to my heart for 2 yrs.. sth which changed everything.. i nv knew the feeling of losing sth impt.. now i noe.. and it hurts.. it really hurts..

i hid myself in my room and cried long and hard.. and i'm begging you to take me away.. be selfish and take me away.. dun abandon me..

For Nandu~

He:
My Immortal by Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

[Chorus]


Me:
I'll Be Ok by McFly

When everything is going wrong and things are just a little strange
It’s been so long now you’ve forgotten how to smile
And overhead the skies are clear, but it still seems to rain on you
Then your only friends all have better things to do

When you’re down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you’re down and lost along the way
Oh, just tell yourself
I’ll be ok

Now things are only getting worse and you need someone to take the blame
When your lovers gone there’s no-one to share the blame
You’re sleeping with the TV on and you’re lying in an empty bed
All the alcohol and the world would never help you to begin

When you’re down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you’re down and lost along the way
Just try a little harder, try your best to make it through the day
Oh, just tell yourself
I’ll be ok!

You’re not alone (You’re not alone)
You’re not alone (You’re not alone)
You’re not alone (You’re not alone)

Just tell yourself, I’ll be ok
Oh, just tell yourself, I’ll be ok
Won’t you tell yourself ...

When you’re down and lost and you need a helping hand
When you’re down and lost along the way
Try a little harder try your best to make it through the day
Oh, just tell yourself
I’ll be ok
I’ll be ok
I’ll be ok


smile nandu.. =) you'll be ok

all that talk abt tennis balls and baseballs really had me laughing.. i cant believe we would talk abt such things.. HAHA time really flies.. an hr felt lyk a min.. i wish time would stand still at that moment.. haha..

has anyone noticed a change in me? i've been happier.. smiling to myself now and then.. having sudden burst of energy which got me running sometimes.. haha i wonder why

o.O i forgot i had Final Theory Test(FTT) nxt wed.. until my bro reminded me.. >.<

wah.. super shagged.. a brief update on how i spent my new year's eve.. keke

met zx, cindy and frenz.. played arcade, went to raffles for dinner at lao pa sat(sp?).. got lost on my way back to raffles mrt station.. =x took train and met my fren at city hall.. den we went to night safari.. HAHAHAHA yea, we counted down wif the animals.. =p and at 12midnight promptly, we heard fireworks.. think it's at vivo dere de.. keke den headed to Bedok.. walked to east coast park.. reached dere at abt 2am? den we started looking for mac.. walked here and dere.. thot mac disappeared.. turns out it's at a far corner.. =.= walked for lyk 4hrs juz looking for the stupid mac.. tired sia! bought some snacks at 7-eleven.. den walked again to some place to wait for sunrise.. it was a wonderful nite.. simply wonderful.. waited till 7am.. the sun was blocked by clouds.. den sth scary happened.. zzz =.= gave my fren a scare.. lolx it was only till 8am did we finally see the sun but it's not nice le.. sian~ HAHA cabbed hm.. bathed and ko-ed in bed..

now as i think of it.. it's confusing.. lolx the things we did.. wat does it mean? dunno le~~ *pouts* juz see how things goes ba.. super hungry.. go find food le~