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i'm supposed to be studying now.. but yea................................. slacker~

worked last nite.. it was fun.. and busy.. LOL

i've finally seen the crack. all along, it was juz an illusion. how do one cope when all that you believed in for the past 18 years were juz a lie?

Scientists' row over G spot nears a climax (Agence France-Presse - 2/21/2008 2:18 AM)

After more than half a century of debate and bedroom exploration, a row about the location of the fabled G spot may be settled at last, the British weekly New Scientist says.

The G spot, named after a German gynaecologist called Ernst Graefenberg who first mooted its existence in 1950, is said to be a highly sensitive area in the vagina that, when stimulated, gives a woman a powerful orgasm.

But where the G spot is located has been clouded by evidence that is subjective or downright contradictory, and some experts have even concluded that it does not exist.

The answer, according to Italian researcher Emmanuele Jannini, is that, yes, the G spot does exist, but only among those women who are lucky enough to possess it, New Scientist reports.
Jannini, of the University of L'Aquila, used ultrasound to scan a key vaginal area among nine women who claimed to experience vaginal orgasms and 11 who said they didn't.

The target was an area of tissue on the front vaginal wall located behind the urethra. Tissue was notably thicker in this space among the first group of women compared with the second, the scans revealed.

Jannini, who reports the research in full in the Journal of Sexual Medicine, says the evidence is clear: "Women without any visible evidence of a G spot cannot have a vaginal orgasm."

"For the first time, it is possible to determine by a simple, rapid and inexpensive method if a woman has a G spot or not," he believes.

Some experts question whether what Jannini calls the G spot is a distinct structure or the internal part of the clitoris, whose size is highly variable.

Others say more work is needed to confirm Jannini's belief that the G spot is missing in women who don't experience vaginal orgasm. The G spot could be there in all women, but with differing degrees of sensitivity, they believe.

Women who do not have a G spot should not despair, according to the New Scientist report.

"They can still have a normal orgasm through stimulation of the clitoris," said Jannini.


i had so much fun reading the above article.. and to think i thought every women have a G spot.. and this freakish scientist by the name of EMMANUELE JANNINI decides that NOT all women have a G spot.. *wails* it's e ONLY way a woman can get a vaginal orgasm and now this scientist is telling us that not ALL of us have it?!?!?!?!?!?! *screams and throws tantrums* i'd rather it be ALL women have a G spot but with different sensitivity.. at least it increases my chance.. HAHAHA *craps*

i'm juz feeling so damn bored and really dun feel lyk studying so i'm crapping my way out of today~ think i beta go study.. i can feel bestie nagging at me.. =x

i hope i'm not too late.. anyway, HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY, FION~!!!!!!!

so yea.. a little quick update.. am looking forward to nxt tue.. bestie date =D perhaps a free lipo mayb? *shrugs* who knows.. HAHA anyway, TWC has some new wine.. one of which is PORT.. I WANT TRY so ya.. been wanting to dine @ TWC.. am going there wif bestie on tue!!! =) happy happy~ me and bestie shared a little secret *grins widely* the both of us are soooooo~ bad.. LOL i dun even noe how to describe.. =x we're such bad influences on each other but i LIKE! =p i juz have a sick mind.. HAHA

speaking of sick.. went to watch Sweeny Todd *lyk finally!* wif baby on..... wat day was it? forgot.. lol ya.. it's a musical.. i didnt noe dat until Johnny Depp started singing.. LOL *There was a barber and his wife~* baby thinks the story is nice but he doesnt lyk the singing.. as for me.. i lyk e sick and twisted concept but i find it a waste dat i dun rmb ANY of the songs!!! *major pouts* i lyk e vermins and shit part though.. =D sounds lyk rapping.. HAHA and Mr T's daughter is pretty!!!! *i feel you joanna~* i like Mrs Lovette too!! she's lyk sooooo... witchy.. LOL *poor thing~ poor thing~* it's e middle of the nite.. and i'm going mad~ muahahahaha

missing my baby badly.. stupid ns.. sigh.. anyway.. gtg slp.. going to CA to mug tml wif my darlings~ ciao

i look pretty ugly here!

keke baby looks lyk a nerd =x

i made this for him on V-day

oki fine.. another weird shot of me to end this entry~

she couldnt rmb how many times she has let him down. countless mayb. it's every human's nature to think the best of themselves n the worst of others. she was no exception. she kept thinking of how he kept letting her down. she kept thinking of how his words would sometimes make her unhappy. but she didnt think of how he always gave in to her. no matter how much he didnt lyk her working, he juz kept quiet. she didnt think how let down, how neglected he would be. he told her his feelings and fears. she felt remorseful. but he knew her. he understood her. he told her to enjoy her work. and he said that one sentence which made her realise sth. she realised that he can live without her. but she cant live without him. he's so much of her life. she didnt and couldnt let go. one thing is for sure. she loves him.

she realised she has lost touch on many things. frenz, family, studies... she didnt noe wat was going on anymore. all she knew was to get on wif each day. sometimes, it feels surreal. she didnt noe how to go on. it's almost like sth has clouded her vision. she can no longer see her future. she's confused. abt everything...

baby fell asleep while chatting on the phone wif me.. =x i'm still listening to his breathing rite now.. lolx so peaceful.. =) it's nice, doing project and hearing him.. it's almost lyk he's rite beside me.. giving me strength.. i wish time would come to a stand-still.. and that wif months or years down the road, we can be as happy as we are now together..

we do have problems.. my drinking and his "jokes" but i suppose we can work things out ba.. i mean, so far, he's been talking less abt dat "joke" and me.. well gotta cut down on my drinking.. he was pretty mad *though he didnt want to admit it* when i was a little drunk last nite.. oh well.. i promise not to drink so much in future.. =x

i was pretty moody in the afternoon.. and yea.. i juz all these reports and presentations are taking a toll on me.. mentally.. i was pretty much ready to break down juz now when i was doing fest report.. cos i'm feeling so damn tired and i really cant quite find any examples which i really need for the report.. urgh.. gotta watch wat i type here abt sch.. cos ya noe.. e lecturers actually blog-hop... i cant believe dis man...........

oki so ya... tired le.. feel lyk slping......... ciao

dun ask me why.. going back dere.. suddenly it all feels so much different.. i feel lyk a bystander now.. i dun feel lyk i belong.. is it a wrong decision? i dunno why but it seems dat everything i say/do, it offends someone.. i cant go on dis way.. and i dunno which way to go.. this is killing me.. all these feelings and vibes dat i get.. makes me wan to hide.. makes me not want to emerge..

why pull me out of my solitude and den make me watch a movie? a movie which i swore i would nv be an audience of again.. why cant i be part of dat movie? i used to be but now, i've been cast aside, written off.. perhaps the script ends here.. perhaps i should learn how to let go and move on..

there are so many good things in life.. so why do i yearn for dis? is it because i care too much? of all the times, i've been really happy.. it's all those recent stuff dat really make things unbearable.. i realise i have no one to turn to.. no one to confide in.. pitiful? think i'm asking for pity? get e hell out den.. i will stand alone if need be.. thanks but no thanks i dun wan your pity..

mayb dis time round, i'll stay out.. why stick ard when i'm not needed, not noticed.. it'll only make me feel miserable.. i noe i'm not an important person.. i noe some ppl dun lyk me.. but at least treat me lyk human.. i exist