this post is dedicated to those who are waiting for love. to those who have been hurt by love. to those who are troubled by love. and to those who holds on tightly to that little spark dat we call hope..

i used to wonder.. why are women so stupid.. to keep hoping and waiting.. now dat i'm in this position myself, i finally noe the ans.. whenever it comes to love, we juz cant help wat we do.. we juz keep loving and loving.. waiting and waiting.. hoping and hoping.. even when all we get disappointment, we juz kept believing, kept loving.. i would describe women as resilient ba.. haha cos i oso a woman.. =x kidding~

hmm.. when i look ard me, all i see is my darlings being troubled by love.. bestie, flower and most of all, fion.. i feel shallow for always saying jia you.. who am i to talk when my own love life is lyk... all i can say is stay strong and stand by wat you've chosen.. in a r/s, there's always give and take.. nth is smooth-sailing de.. all we have to do is to grit our teeth and get over it..

waiting is often lonely and filled wif moments of weaknesses.. staying strong is wat we have to do but i've got to admit.. it really is tough at times.. esp when we need someone.. i dreamt of him.. of sleeping in his arms.. dat feeling.. 是幸福的.. but a dream, will always be a dream ba... and sometimes, dreams can turn into nightmares.. lyk mine.. cos suddenly i dreamt of mr goh staring at me.. it's lyk SSM all over again.. >.<

funny how guys always lyk to pretend nth has happened after rejecting a girl.. it's lyk.. hey, you told the girl you juz wan to remain frenz, den you go all buddy-buddy wif her.. do you even care how confused dat girl feels? oh well, i'm rambling away over nth actually.. sigh.. all i can tell the girl is dat.. if dat's how it is, juz have to cope wif it lorx.. i mean.. GUYS.. urgh..

i noe how ppl think i should not be the one being troubled over love seeing how i've hurt sl.. YES.. i've hurt sl.. but i am troubled ok.. it's becos i'm showing respect to sl dat's why i nv really say anything much abt sy on my blog.. do ppl noe wat i think when i go to marina square? do ppl noe wat i think when i go plaza sing? do ppl noe wat i feel when i walk down orchard road alone?

i may have lost him now.. but at least no one can take away the memories.. i kept reminiscing the past.. of the 2 of us, walking down the streets.. just you and me.. hand in hand.. i'm waiting for him.. from now till ever..

最爱还是你

没开口的话怎样才能懂
我好想把画面倒带回头
你留在我心中熟悉的表情
每个温暖纯白的记忆穿越了距离

拥挤的人潮没有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起
也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前别忘记从前

最爱还是你这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近

还是要爱你时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久

拥挤的人潮没有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起
不要再问原因
就让世界不停的向前别忘记从前

最爱还是你这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久

这一次我放弃了所有
只为能再与你相遇

最爱还是你这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会忘记
还是要爱你时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久
一辈子不放手