Tuesday, December 11, 2007
for every beginning, there's always an end.. the only difference is, is it good or bad? if it's good, den lucky you.. but if it's bad, all i can say is too bad, just your luck.. this is life. do i sound lyk i heck care? perhaps.. but this is life..life is made up of choices.. both good n bad.. i myself made a lot of bad choices in my life but there were good ones too.. it's not wrong to be selfish and sometimes, we really do have to think of ourselves.. it's always abt us, whether is it to our benefit, is it worth our efforts..
when she msged me saying she will wait for him, i cant tell her forget that bastard.. all i could say was, alrite i respect your decision.. who am i to her to help her make her decision? as a fren, all i can do is to support her.. i dunno if it's a good or bad choice and i sincerely hope waiting is a good choice.. but from wat i'm seeing now, wat's the point? when he doesnt care, wat's the point?
i will still worry for her in my own way.. i might not seem lyk i care alot.. i might even be joking.. but who knows wat i'm thinking.. being e person who lives closest to her, i'm worried she might need me any time.. i felt so guilty when i couldnt be wif her dis morning dat i txted her a sorry.. tonight i'm keeping my phone by my side.. in case anything happens, i can be dere.. it's juz my way of caring..