Introduction
“I have often been downcast, but never in despair;
I regard our hiding as a dangerous adventure,
romantic and interesting at the same time.
In my diary I treat all the privations as amusing.
I have made up my mind now to lead a different life from other girls and,
later on, different from ordinary housewives. My start has been so very full of interest,
and that is the sole reason why I have to laugh at the humorous side of the most dangerous moments.”
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Me
BabyQR
I don't think there's anything wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
This is my blog so Click here if you hate it.
Wishes
To have a future
New phone
New laptop~
To be with him
Travel around
To be with him and have a future~
Welcome to my world
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Thursday, December 13, 2007
累了，哭了，闹了，无法再继续了。该说的已说出口，不该说的也说出口了。为何要自讨苦吃？明明知道我是不会再像以前那样对你了，明明知道现在的我是有数不清的缺陷，明明知道所有的所有已和以前不一样了。这样的我有多彷徨，有多犹豫。你知道多少？或许你真的是付出了很多，但我真的无法像之前的我一样，无忧无虑的对待你。我没有办法当作什么都没发生，厚着脸皮的要你对我好。看着你，我的心充满愧疚感。我无法让自己再伤害你。每当伤害了你，我是多么的恨我自己。我讨厌现在的我。我也不知道该如何是好。我只知道你必须把我忘了，不要再对我有任何的感觉。就算只是喜欢，也把它忘了吧。这样的我不值得你留念，也无法接受你的喜欢。
我只想平平淡淡地度过剩下的学期。我不要再去想我和你之间的问题。因为问题太多太多了。就算了吧。就让一切化成无好了。。。
