Thursday, November 15, 2007
sometimes, there would be one point in life where one does not feel the strength to carry on anymore.. sometimes, there would be one point in life where one just give up and take a break, in hope that things would be ok again..she nv thot she would ever reach that point.. she nv thot dis would all come to dis.. gone, was her determination to make everything alrite.. gone, was her anger that kept her going on.. wat's left in her was fatigue.. a deep sense of fatigue..
perhaps it was her fault.. for not speaking up.. but she knew herself too well.. should she speak up, it would only make matters worse.. haven she learnt her lesson? in a frenship or r/s, it normally takes 2 ppl's efforts to make it work.. but in dis frenship, no one was making the effort.. perhaps the foundation was dere.. but the rest of the structure wasnt.. it was an unfinished artifect.. one dat neither she nor she bothered to complete..
she asked herself, would things be different if she showed more care and concern? the ans was no.. things would nv be different.. too many problems.. too many obstacles.. mainly, both of them were too strong-headed.. arguing doesnt solve the problems.. arguing only made them tired and wounded..
she needs a break.. mayb this would be beta for the both of them.. perhaps to mend dis broken frenship, all it take is for one of them to take a step out.. she's willing to be the one to take that step out of her life.. mayb it would make both of them feel beta.. most importantly, it allows both of them to think things through..
her parents told her.. she has grown up.. it's time for her to think of herself.. and she felt dis would be the best solution for everyone.. she wouldnt ask qns.. she wouldnt even wan to bother abt the money.. all she wanted was some peace and quiet.. it was only now did she realise, perhaps it would be beta to focus on other aspects of her life..
老婆 - SHE
从昨天到今天还有明天
感谢老天让你们陪在我身边
爱的心痛的心等待的心
因为有你们的拥抱我很放心
当初见面的不安彼此探索
或许有点茫然迷惑
朝夕相处才发现这世界中
没有人比你们更懂我
朋友姐妹都已不够来形容
我们的默契骄傲扶持与包容
老婆老婆我们一起打勾勾
请记得约定的旅程到永久