Monday, November 05, 2007
she thot she understood.. she thot she knew.. she thot she could deal wif it.. but when it came, she was lost.. she was alone.. she had one fren who was there.. and she was grateful for dat fren's presense..as she walked off, she tried to find the person whom she trusted in the past.. alas.. things were not wat she thot would be lyk.. and so, she was still alone.. she took a train wif a fren.. they chatted but she kept her lost soul hidden.. they chatted but she nv did express her feelings..
she went to the beach, wanting to be alone, wanting to cry.. she gave it one more shot.. calling ppl whom she knew she could trust.. they came and kept her company.. but it wasnt enough for her.. for the person whom she wan by her side wasnt there..
she drifted on.. staying on the line which separated happiness and sadness.. she msged him.. and again, waited.. and waited.. for 30mins.. and she thot to herself.. at least he replied..
she slept on the cold hard floor dat nite.. hoping to be awake.. hoping the cold would wake her up.. she's living in a nitemare and she wants to wake up.. instead, she fell asleep..