Dear Diary
Introduction


“I have often been downcast, but never in despair;
I regard our hiding as a dangerous adventure,
romantic and interesting at the same time.
In my diary I treat all the privations as amusing.
I have made up my mind now to lead a different life from other girls and,
later on, different from ordinary housewives. My start has been so very full of interest,
and that is the sole reason why I have to laugh at the humorous side of the most dangerous moments.”
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Me


BabyQR
I don't think there's anything wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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Wishes

To have a future
New phone
New laptop~
To be with him
Travel around
To be with him and have a future~

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Sunday, October 07, 2007
ur soul will be e one who accompanies me to hk.. cos seriously, after wat i've witnessed, i feel so damned isolated dat no matter how hard i try, misery has settled in my heart.. YES, I FEEL BLOODY SAD RITE NOW.. HAPPY?!?

juz cos i'm someone whom u can use and throw away.. juz cos i'm someone who doesnt mean anything to anyone.. juz cos i'm so damned forgettable.. i HATE myself.. are you happy now? it's fucking irritating how one stupid comment can create such a HUGE fuss.. wat e fuck man.. juz leave me to rot and die wun ya.. at least i'll feel a DAMNED lot BETTER..

let me get dis straight.. my gors and best fren.. they UNDERSTAND me.. they CARE abt me.. they KNOW me.. i dun owe anything to anyone.. and i swear, i'm one hell of a bitch when i want to.. so dun piss me off!


UPDATE

good thing i read nitika's blog.. here's a quote.. or rather, lots of quotes..

People will not trust you to make your own decisions, they'd rather spy on you. Try and find out who else you're connected with...if there are any scandals about you. If you ever encounter people of the sort , know one thing. They don't respect you or your privacy. And they are judging you, whatever you do. It is precisely that which suffocates, hazes your vision of yourself and you are left wondering the worst...thinking that you ARE the worst.

The next time you think you're protecting someone...you might just be leading them onto a path of mental instability, so don't. No matter who you are, everyone is an individual. Don't let your decisions affect the lives or happiness of others.

and dis is wat i have to say.. THANK YOU NITIKA! (source: http://reigning-mind.blogspot.com/)