Wednesday, September 05, 2007
barely one week into the holidays, i'm "happy" to announce dat i'm sick.. psh.. juz e normal bout of cough and flu.. when's fever coming into the picture? soon, i would say.. argh.. so frustrated.. why am i sick.. zzzz.. today, e kukus are celebrating judy's bday at linus's hse.. i cant go.. =( but even if i could go, i'm too sick to go.. =.= was supposed to head over to my dad's to work.. but, when i got hm, i juz ko-ed in bed.. and when my bro came hm, he woke me up and said, "you sick ar? *takes one look at me* ok nvm.. you are sick.." major =.=went to see a chinese physician juz now.. i lazy to go western doc.. took med.. i need to take a total of 8pills, 3 times per day.. dat's lyk 24 pills?!?! watever.. not going into maple today cos i gotta slp early..
have anyone wondered why i'm called sheepie? huahua was e one who called me dat.. and when i asked her why, she said it was cos i have a soft toy named meh meh and it's a sheep.. and she knew of dat sheep cos i brought it to sch.. LOL so dat's why i'm sheepie.. same reason for bestie who has a duck called charlie.. so bestie's duckie.. lolx
i guess no one knew why i have dat sheep and why it's called meh meh ba.. except for those who knew me before poly life.. lolx.. i forgot the exact date i bought the sheep.. but i bought it at night safari.. it cost me $10..
sheep was sth significant to me since i met him.. up till now, it's still sth significant.. to me, he's meh meh.. someone i keep deep in my heart.. someone whom, as long as he's happy, i'm happy too.. however, i'm still a girl and i have needs.. all i needed was to see him.. keep in contact and perhaps, be dere for him.. dat's all.. i dun need him to give me a status.. i dun need him to tell me i'm somone special to him.. i juz need him to noe i'm dere for him, be it as a fren or someone more special.. if i said i cant live without him, i would say it's e truth ba.. he touched my heart once.. he found me once.. now, he's still got me.. juz dat he didnt notice it.. perhaps at dat time, i didnt notice it too.. dat's why i didnt cherish wat we had.. i guess it's all too late to regret.. he's going to "jail" in 6 days' time.. i would be lying if i said i wouldnt miss him.. and i would be lying too if i said i'm ok without him there for me to disturb.. but dat's how it'll be.. for now.. i'll be willing to wait for him.. while waiting for him, i'll do well for my studies and not think abt relationships and stuff.. i suppose i hurt him once when i left.. now, i'm sticking to my promise.. and i promised to wait.. so wait is wat i will do..
was watching youtube vid again.. came across dis harry potter vid.. super funny.. and i found dis rap.. lol damn cool la.. gonna share: