Friday, August 31, 2007
it's easy to see, i've changed my blogskin (again).. but dat's besides the point.. once again, i've saved e chickie/duckie which bestie lyks so much.. so yea.. it's still beside e point..e main reason i locked my blog, was cos i need time alone.. to think, to sort out my feelings.. and within dis past one wk, i really did sort out my feelings.. i noe it's not rite to avoid everyone but it's e best i could do to keep my mind clear.. not dat i'm implying anyone's a distraction but still..
after 3 mths (round up), it all ended.. juz lyk dat.. he asked why.. and even though i thot abt wat i wanted to say, when i looked at him, everything juz went blank.. and i thot to myself.. no point beating abt the bush.. juz give it to him straight and simple.. and i said it..
all i could say was, i cant be with him.. not when my heart's been occupied by another.. all this while, i've been deceiving myself and everyone else.. i could not do it anymore.. i noe who i really love.. and all i could say is i'm sorry.. i'm sorry i lied to you.. other than that, dere's nth else to say..