Wednesday, August 01, 2007
hmm.. time for some more reflection... i've noticed dat of e 2 books which i've read and "reviewed", i didnt talk abt e ending.. so far, i've only typed abt my thots halfway through the books.. i guess it's time to complete my thots, and close up these chapters..Veronika Decides To Die~
recap: http://unspoken-dreamz.blogspot.com/2007/07/was-reading-book.html
well, in e end, Veronika regretted her decision to die.. dis is because, she found love again, in the form of Eduard, a man who lives in his own "reality".. in other words, she found meaning to live again.. however, Veronika was told that she didnt have long to live.. her heart was damaged when she tried to kill herself.. she and Eduard decided to "elope" from e mental hospital dey were in and regarded each day dat Veronika lived as a miracle.. but, here's e catch, Veronika's heart had actually recovered during her stay at e mental hospital.. so yea..
Eleven Minutes~
recap: http://unspoken-dreamz.blogspot.com/2007/07/was-reading-book-titled-eleven-minutes.html
hmm.. dis is one book which caused a lot of misunderstandings.. oh well.. in e end, Maria said she HATED her job as a prostitute.. mainly becos it's destroying her soul, making her think dat pain (sadoism and machochism) is pleasurable.. and lucky for her, dere is someone who led her back to the "right" path.. and so, she was happily married and have kids wif e guy..
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in both stories, it started wif negativity, eg suicide and prostitution.. however, towards the end, both women regretted their decisions and tried to make amends by doing the right thing.. it ended wif positivity.. but dey did not get out of the darkness on their own.. dey had help and love from men important to them.. for Veronika, she had Eduard.. for Maria, she had Ralf.. dey supported dem and helped dem got through wif life..
i supposed the morals of the stories are dat as much as life is tough and often filled wif negativity, however wif love and hope, one could see the light.. Paulo Coelho is such a good writer.. his books made me think a lot.. made me reflect on a lot of stuff.. and it sort of helped me to work out some negativity in my life.. i noe in my life, i have my own Eduard/Ralf.. but i dun think he knows dat.. as much as he's pissed me off or hurt me, i noe i still love him.. and he'll be e one who brings me out to see the meaning of life.. i noe we quarrelled over e prostitute stuff.. it's all a misunderstanding.. i noe i'll forgive him and love him.. juz dat i needed time to cool down..
i hope dat i'll be lyk Veronika and Maria, able to find true happiness.. i dun have to be a prostitute, i dun have to commit suicide.. through dem, i've been through a lot.. i juz wan to spend e rest of my life wif my Eduard/Ralf.. i dun need a bungalow.. it's juz a joke.. i dun need a dog.. i dun need a lot of material stuff.. i juz wan a roof over my head and a good life.. it's juz dat simple.. my thinking may be complicated but wat i need is simple.. dat's why i'm both complicated and simple..
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me and bestie simply love being unglam~ lolx.. we kept taking unglam photos la!! we are the Unglam Duo! =D and it's lyk e rest were saying we are crazy cos we kept taking unglam photos.. hey.. let's think abt dis.. how many chances in our lives do we get to act unglam? i mean when we are young, being unglam is normal cos kids are kids.. when we are adults, we cant be unglam.. IMAGE is EVERYTHING! now, my dear frenz, is e BEST time for us to be unglam! cos who know? mayb many yrs down e road, as we look at our unglam pics, we'll laugh and say, we've been young once.. it's all for e sake of memory.. =) plus, being unglam is fun and original.. HAHA i'm so crapping here.. but seriously, i think it'll be great to take unglam photos cos it's simply too funny.. lolx
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i think i'm going to be sick.. headache, blocked nose and puffy eyes.. sigh.. gotta slp early..