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today had IG meeting for sports comm.. it was ok i guess.. haha.. i'm going to have to complete my proposal after blogging.. anyways, brandon came up wif a sequence for the LRM mass dance which i totally love~ hahaha.. brandon is gd! oh well.. gotta discuss wif laura though.. she's cheorographing e dance.. hehx..

after IG meeting, followed grace, bernard and smith down to com lab.. nth beta to do.. haha.. completed some part for resorts op report.. i noe i have alot to blog abt but.... lolx.. moving on..

i thot it would be fun to take a bus to my dad's workplace.. i went to check e bus route and noe dat 15 would pass by eunos.. den from dere, i can walk over to paya lebar.. i even noe i'm supposed to alight at e bus stop opposite eunos mrt station..

so happily i went on board bus 15, listening to my mp3.. halfway through e journey, mummy called me.. and i told her happily i'm taking a bus to dad's workplace.. den she asked me if i noe where to alight.. and i said confidently, "ya! i got check.. opposite mrt station.." when i said dat, i was at a bus stop.. and many ppl alighted at dat stop.. i didnt notice anything amiss at dat time.. as e bus continued on, i thot sth is not rite.. 2 stops later, i knew i missed my bus stop! omg la.. apparently, i missed it while toking to mummy on e phone.. =.=

i alighted quickly and called mummy to tell her abt dis "good" news.. for heaven's sake.. i ended up at some ulu place can.. dunno wat telok kulau.. zzzz and guess wat mummy did.. she laughed! out loud somemore.. *&(*&^ as i think now, if dear was to be wif me, i wouldnt end up lost.. here's e ulu place:

anyways, crossed e road and took bus 15 back to my original bus stop and from dere, walked to paya lebar.. i WALKED from EUNOS TO PAYA LEBAR ok... and e best part.. my dad drove back to EUNOS FOR DINNER!!! WTH can... i'm lyk.. I WALKED FROM HERE TO PAYA LEBAR AND NOW U'RE DRIVING ME BACK?!?!?! might as well i wait for you guys at eunos.. den dad replied, "u nv ask ma.." dang... =.= nvm lorx.. take it as exercise.. lolx.. blur me.. haiz

during dinner, ate and toked wif my family.. toked abt sth kinda deep (in my opinion).. toked abt managing finance.. haha.. muz be wondering wat's so deep abt dis subject.. well.. i'm not an independent girl.. in fact, i'm very dependent.. cos everything i want or need have either been provided for or all i need to do is to ask.. thus leading to dis dependency.. so i decided enuff is enuff.. made a deal wif my dad instead of daily allowance, he would give me $250 at e start of every month and let me manage it on my own.. time to learn to be independent.. time for baby qr to grow up..

den after dinner, we were sitting at e coffee shop drinking.. not alcohol.. juz normal coke and tea.. lolx.. anyways, was reading one newspaper article.. i was so engrossed dat even mummy's surprised.. haha.. i'm not one who reads newspaper.. i dun even keep up wif current affairs.. lolx.. tok abt living in my own world... after i finished reading, i exclaimed, "wat e bloody hell has dis world come to?!" e article is abt some pri sch kid in hk who was raped by 3 of her classmates or schmates.. watever la.. e main point is, dey're all juz 10 la! how sick has dis world become sia.. where e hell is sex education?!?! wat e hell are e parents doing?! at e tender age of 10, i'm still playing at e playground can.. and here i am, reading abt some 10year old kid raping another 10year old.. wat e f*** man.. dis is totally NOT right.. dun ask me y i'm so indignant.. i juz am.. cos i feel dat when u're 10, you shld be enjoying kids stuff lyk games, playgrounds, or watever la.. definitely not sex! dis world is so f***ed up.. i feel ashamed to be living in dis world sia.. it's too darn sick and twisted.. it's crap.. it's really crap..

on a happier note, met up wif lover for smoothie date.. brought president out to meet her.. haha.. cos she said she missed him.. so i put president into e exercise ball and brought him out.. when i 1st left e hse, he was very active.. jumping here and dere.. but as i walked to the playground near hua hua's hse, president got settled down.. at one point while i was walking, i looked down and found president slping! i'm lyk, awww... dis is e 1st time a hamster slept in my hand.. so sweet.. =D

anyways, sat at e playground and waited for hua hua.. while sitting dere, i started thinking.. one of e scariest things abt me is when i think, i tend to think too deeply, think too much.. ahaha.. lucky i nv get emo.. oh well.. den hua hua came wif a mug in her hand.. so funny~! hahaha.. she brought strawberry smoothie~ i took one sip and fell in love wif it!!! HAHAHA.. e 2 of us sat at e playground, wif president slping in e middle, sharing a mug of strawberry smoothie and chatted.. from s'pore to india to brunei to china.. hahaha.. explore so many countries but still come back to s'pore.. while chatting, i started drinking e smoothie and found dat i couldnt stop.. cos e more i drank, e happier i felt.. haha.. i told hua hua juz dat.. and she was lyk, "ya!! drink le will super high!!" hahaha.. i agree cos i'm still high now ok.. lolx!! but yea, e smoothie really made me happy.. hahaha

anyways, today's a day of surprises for me.. found out abt alot of stuff.. and toked e most today.. hahahahaha.. proves dat i've been living in my own world for too long cos i missed out on alot of stuff.. and i confided in hua hua abt certain stuff.. i made her promise not to tell.. too many ppl noe oso not good.. i have to solve it myself.. lolx.. i guess e reason i told hua hua was cos she's a virgo lyk me.. so will most probably understand how i feel.. i was rite, she understood.. =) carol told me being emo is hua hua's character.. which is true.. but i oso gotta say, being emo is oso in my character.. juz dat unlike hua hua, i hide it really well.. haha.. one thing i agree wif hua hua is when we're quiet and not smiling, we're thinking.. and thinking really hard.. normally abt negative stuff.. yea.. but unlike hua hua, i get cheerful easily.. mayb cos i'm a simple person.. haha.. i'm simple yet complicated.. simple to satisfy but complicated in thinking.. yup.. i think dat's me.. but as i promised carol, i wun emo too much cos dear will worry de..

actually, dear got msg me when he's in china.. but i dun quite dare to reply cos he's using his aunt's hp.. so i scared is his aunt read e msg.. =x so when i received his msg, i juz read and smile.. but nv reply.. so far only replied 2 out of 3 msges he sent.. haha.. might seem bad of me not to miss him but i'm thinking.. wat's e point of missing him when i noe he'll be back nxt wk.. i noe he'll be thinking of me while he's dere.. and me, i'll definitely think of him.. in fact, i swear, absolutely SWEAR, i heard his voice dis morning.. i didnt catch wat he said but i DEFINITELY heard his voice! i'm not kidding!! and i'm not being mushy here...

anyways, i'm thinking whether i shld change my blogskin.. cos apparently, firefox can see my blogskin e way it shld be.. haha.. some ppl already asked me to change.. lolx.. oh well.. guess i'll be scouting for beta blogskins..

i think it's a long entry.. so i shall end here.. it's 2am in e morning.. i'm still feeling e effect of the smoothie.. hahahah.. more smoothie dates wif lover~ oh and we're going to esplanade to read books!!!! how cool rite!!! happy happy~ dear come back soon~~