Friday, June 08, 2007
project meeting today~ met sm, van carol and kev for brunch.. haha.. my carrot cake sux.. =( feel cheated of my money can.. zzzz den e funniest thing was, carol bought carrot cake for ivan.. n i didnt say it sux.. HAHA so ivan oso got stuck wif sucky carrot cake.. =x oops my bad..anyway, project meeting was... hahahaa.. we watched hse of wax when we reached ivan's hse.. lolx.. well it's gruesome but entertaining.. =x discussed project after e movie.. den halfway through, dear dear called to see need him to buy anything for us (ok.. me.. HAHA) to eat.. and everyone started ordering but turns out, everyone eat cup noodles.. mine more special.. HAHA.. even beta is e brand of the cup noodles is President.. -.-
while dear dear was buying food, we played a trick on him.. ivan's idea.. hahaha.. ivan called him, told him dat he won a prize worth $100.. den ask for his add and ask whether wan to dedicate song.. hahaha.. and dear dear said he dedicate This I Promise You to me.. (aww~) HAHA but it was super funny.. we were all on e floor laughing away.. i noe it's very bad of us.. but dis is wat we call YOUTH.. HAHA
oh yea.. for project, we drew lots to see who's going to compile AM report cos kev cant possibly compile 2 reports.. he'll die.. lolx.. yea well.. if i mentioned it, obviously it meant i got e lot.. -.- so i'm going to compile AM.. a little nervous lehx.. my baby work.. i nv compile report b4.. so i scared i'll screw everything up.. >.< oh well.. guess i'll juz do my best..
i got e game Crazy Taxi from sm.. hahaha.. so fun la!! i keep losing.. >.< think i shall play more to improve on my "driving".. HAHA
dear dear's going to China nxt wed.. so sian.. cant contact him for 9 days.. ='( anyway, he told carol dat he's going E-mei.. haha.. and carol thot he going to be a monk.. -.- den when she realised E-mei is female sect, she told me not to let dear dear go.. HAHAHA.. but dear dear oso going Jiu Zai Gou (sp?) lehx.. envy him can... >.<
i think me and dear dear make a nice combination.. hahaha.. he worry for me and i worry for him.. lolx.. so funny.. den everyday we'll be lyk, "take care of urself..." but i think it's kinda nice.. caring for each other.. it's different from e other r/s i had.. i hear dear dear saying, "look forward, dun think of e past." hahaha.. yea.. i kinda lyk how e 2 of us will 互相照顾.. it somehow made dis r/s work..
i find myself looking out for dear dear, not wanting anything bad to happen to him.. i mused to myself, "mayb i've found true love.. mayb i got my fairytale.." and if dis is my fairytale, i noe it'll be filled with uncertainty and certain amount of hesitation.. but at e end of it, i noe it'll be a happy ending.. cos of dear dear's sincerity, he melted away e protection which i've built ard my heart.. and dat is why i love him so.. i dun have to be wif him every min, every sec of e day.. yes, i will miss him but i oso noe when i see him, he'll be dere wif a ready smile..
i'll miss him a lot during e 9 days he's overseas.. haha.. but i'll spend my time meaningfully by reading books.. have been reading books dese few days.. borrowed a book from hua hua and i found out how shallow i am.. haha.. e books i've read in e past is typical brainless stuff which doesnt allow me to reflect.. all it did was entertain me.. but dis book i borrowed from hua hua.. it really made me think.. it's a very spiritual kind of book and even though it's abt love, my focus is on e spiritual journey of the characters..
i think i shall start reading dis kind of books.. those that allow me to reflect de.. however, my favourite would still be those brainless stories.. haha.. my entertainment.. sometimes when i read, i'll suddenly laugh out loud or curse.. ppl might think dat i'm crazy but when i read, i go by this principle:
read with your heart, not with your eyes
it's my philosophy.. dunno how many ppl will agree la.. haha.. my mom called me siao when i told her abt it.. -.- dere's one brainless book which touched me so deeply dat i nearly cried.. i will not name e author and title of e book here lest i get accused of labeling a book as brainless.. and yes, i idolise e author.. juz dat e books were not sth which allow me to reflect.. when i said brainless, it's brainless on my part.. =x
i lyk reading alot.. allows me to let my imagination fly wild.. haha.. it's oso allows me to escape from reality.. i love escaping from reality.. cos anything can happen in my fantasy~ mayb one day, i'll be able to include dear dear into my fantasy world.. a world which i created.. haha.. sounds cool aye? =p
another thing i'll most probably do is to watch VCD.. hahaha.. my mom bought Angel Lover.. so mayb i can chiong e show while dear dear's overseas.. lolx.. nice show~
i feel lyk playing mj lehx.. anybody wanna play?? lolx