Thursday, June 14, 2007
been moody dese past few days.. thks to hua (darling) and manu (best fren) who cheered me up unknowingly.. =)well.. me and bestie had a very "interesting" conversation which cheered me up alot.. i dunno how e conversation got to dat point but we were toking abt dis world being weird..
me: it's a weird weird world..
bestie: very weird world. HAHA. i think we're the only two sane ones left. reminds me of the story, veronika decides to die
me: lolx. yea
bestie: hahah. everyone drink from the poison well. maybe we shld go find the poison well
me: lolx. but where is the poison well... hmmm
bestie: hmmmm. good question. lets teleport there! *hold hands and close eyes* *thinks very hard* *1, 2, 3 POOF!*
me: are we there are we there?
bestie: hmmm. doesnt look like lehh
me: ya lorx.. zzzz
bestie: i think we need to think harder
me: haha
bestie: sianz lehh
me: oki
bestie: lets try again!
me: close eyes!!
bestie: *thinks super duper hard* *1, 2, 3*
me: *POOF*
bestie: are we there?
me: *looks around* i guess......?
bestie: hmmm. maybe today the portal got prob? or shall we try again? third time lucky?
me: spoil ar?
bestie: maybe lehh
me: 7 times lucky lehx.. dun tell me try 7 times..
bestie: aiyo
me: blood vessel burst sia..
bestie: like that we try until die
lolx.. dun ask me why it brightened me up.. it juz did.. and hua hua coming to ask me for a smoothie date is simply e icing on e cake.. yum~
hua hua asked me if i missed dear dear.. i said, " surprisingly, no.. mayb cos i'm too moody to miss anyone.." yup.. dat emo virgo girl is back again.. and lyk hua hua said, " 2 virgos = troubles" lolx.. i agree man.. it totally spells disaster esp when both of e virgos are emo.. lolx..
so many thots running through my mind.. so much so dat i'm getting frustrated.. i wan dear dear to come back soon.. but on e other hand, i juz wan to hide in a hole and forget everything.. die la.. emo liao.. zzz i dun wan to be emo...
hmm.. i think if dear dear reads dis, he'll be super worried ba.. hah.. i dunno.. i'm not someone who can express myself well in speech.. but in words.. i can express myself reasonably well.. i cant block out e fact dat i'm afraid.. dat deep down inside dere's dis fear dat i'm not good enuf and might nv be.. and it's precisely becos of dis fear dat i started running and hiding.. yes i love him.. and i noe he loves me.. i'm juz afraid dat one day, he would tire of me.. or mayb find me irritating.. lolx.. so negative rite.. i think it's e time of e month liao.. haha.. i'm still wondering when did i become so moody.. hmmm.. guess i shld stop thinking.. wat's making things worse is, i dunno where and who to turn to now..
time beta travel faster so my dear can come back sooner.. mayb when he comes back, i'll be happier..