Friday, April 13, 2007

lolx.. darling carol requested a pic of my new hair-do.. dere! haha..
it's really nth much.. i juz cut my fringe short.. and den highlighted my hair.. cant really see e color though.. lolx..
i really cant wait for sun to come.. sentosa~
i'm glad db's having a lot of fun at np.. plus, i can see dat she's met a bunch of gd frenz.. haha.. cheerx girl!!
i've completed composing 2 songs.. currently i have not recorded dem but will do so soon.. only a handful of ppl noe dat i compose songs.. hahaha.. so now everyone knows.. dese 2 songs are special.. cos i purposely wrote it for someone.. when words fails, use a tune.. dat's my way of expressing myself..
i've been reading quizilla stories.. go www.quizilla.com and search for a story titled Beautiful Disaster.. i kind of lyk it.. haha.. and it's a complete series wif a completed sequel.. so u dun have to wait.. keke
i wan to get serious in maple le.. yea, db's rite abt one thing.. i'm unhappy abt her page.. but not becos i'm not e only page in guild.. it's more of my inner demons creating trouble.. so db, dun think too much abt it.. it's more abt me than u..
it's irritating how things happen ard u and u dunno wat happen.. ever had dat happening to u? i've had dat happening to me alot of times.. it's super irritating.. worse still, u get blamed for things u nv did.. wah.. i simply hate dat man.. but i suppose my attitude gives ppl e wrong impression ba.. yea yea.. think all u wan abt me.. proud, dao, watever.. i am who i am and no one can change dat.. tell me my bad points all u wan but dun expect me to change dem.. i dun change for no one other than myself.. call me selfish but i think it's more lyk self preservation..
dere is one thing i wan but i will nv get.. all i can do is regret..
我想我是真的爱你
可是我却放弃了你
请你原谅我的愚昧
i promised i wun b sad.. i promised i'll move on.. but day by day, i find it harder to keep dat promise...
if dere was one thing i could do, i wish i could turn back time.. yea yea.. it's juz a wish..
dese few days, i'm thinking of my future.. abt being married.. lolx.. but dere's one problem.. dere's no groom in my life.. HAHA
once my songs are done, i'll post e lyrics up.. but den again, mayb i'll keep dem a secret.. lolx
nxt wk's gonna b a busy wk.. so i'm off to maple now~