Dear Diary
Introduction


“I have often been downcast, but never in despair;
I regard our hiding as a dangerous adventure,
romantic and interesting at the same time.
In my diary I treat all the privations as amusing.
I have made up my mind now to lead a different life from other girls and,
later on, different from ordinary housewives. My start has been so very full of interest,
and that is the sole reason why I have to laugh at the humorous side of the most dangerous moments.”
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Me


BabyQR
I don't think there's anything wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
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Wishes

To have a future
New phone
New laptop~
To be with him
Travel around
To be with him and have a future~

Past

♥ March 2006
♥ April 2006
♥ May 2006
♥ June 2006
♥ July 2006
♥ August 2006
♥ September 2006
♥ October 2006
♥ November 2006
♥ December 2006
♥ January 2007
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♥ March 2007
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♥ May 2007
♥ June 2007
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♥ December 2007
♥ January 2008
♥ February 2008
♥ March 2008
♥ April 2008

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Thursday, March 01, 2007
updates from e last entry till now..


24 - 25th Feb:
nth much la.. same as thurs and fri, i studied.. POM... lolx!! is uber dumb de lorx.. for 4 days straight, i studied only one sub when i have four papers to take... it's a wonder i didnt screw all of dem up...


monday (26th Feb):
POM paper of course went smoothly for me.. hey.. i didnt study four days for nth ok.. hahaha.. so i guess i can actually maintain my C or mayb move up to a B.. *crosses my fingers*


after which, me, carol, val and manu stayed back in sch to study marketing.. as i didnt have time to write out notes, i took manu's note.. so many thks to manu cos her notes saved my life.. lolx!!


tuesday (27th Feb):
woke up in the morning to revise marketing and start my revision on F&B.. marketing paper's in e afternoon.. went pretty well ba.. i mean i can ans most of e qns and all.. hahahaha..


went hm and continued studying.. i'm having a hard time wif e sp for F&B la... pssh.. french, german and itlian... oh my god man.. i hate sp... >.< had my bro to hlp me in sp but he cant pronounce!!! so obviously i can sp it la... and it's damn funny la!!!


so best fren(manu) called me and gave me a sp test... THANK YOU!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAR, FOR HELPING ME!!!! muackz muackz


wednesday (28th Feb):
F&B was e fastest and most draining test i've ever taken.. i completed e bloody paper in 30 minutes flat and as i walked out of e exam hall, i was seriously drained.. to e extent dat i didnt study for econs.. i guess i screwed both my F&B and econs.. i'll be doing a victory dance if i manage to get a f***ing PASS!!


today:
well, met hua hua, carol, val, best fren and bin at interchange.. went to bedok to take e bloody jab which left my arm pretty sore.. zzzzz... ivan was at e clinic waiting for us when we got dere.. me and best fren went in 1st.. mainly is cos i wan to get it over and done wif.. hahahaha.. i cant wait de.. i think i'll make myself so scared dat i wun even go in.. lolx..


i bought meds for my old problem and it caused quite a few misunderstandings along e way.. hahahaha.. but everything's cleared by e end of e day.. kekeke...


e guys went off to play DOTA after e jab.. so e girls went to orchard to meet dhah and kuku.. going to eat pepper lunch.. nv try b4.. while we're waiting for dhah and kuku at orchard mrt station, some ppl from e modelling agency approached us.. =.= apperently, it's a normal occurence... anyway, e 1st one went away when we said we werent interested.. but e 2nd one kept pestering us.. so we gave her our names and nos...


after dhah and kuku arrived, we headed off to pepper lunch.. carol went for her job interview.. eat hao le, we went kino and i started searching for J.D. Robb's newest book, Innocent in Death... i searched for quite some time la!! e book is not even where e info stated it would be at.. =.=


i had to ask e counter and she told me all e books were on shelf!!! and i had dat book which i got from e shelf and dere's only ONE.. i thot how come such a big big store has only one book.. so when me and best fren walked ard.. best fren found e books.. they're NOT on e shelf.. we found dem on a TABLE.. lyk wat e hell la...


anyways, since i got my book, i'm a happy girl... walked ard some more, took neoprints and i headed hm to cook and read!!! =D e book was worth e buy.. i've finished reading it and it's e 1st time i cried while reading.. dis is wat i call reading wif my heart.. my mom calls me crazy but i think it's cos i felt, rather than read e characters' feelings.. i'm so glad i bought e book!!! hail J.D. Robb!!! lolx


a rather brief update, hope u guys dun mind.. hhahaaha.. changed my blog url.. dun ask me y.. juz think dat it's time to change.. i feel dat i'm rather blessed.. blessed wif a family who loves me.. frenz who care for me and hlped me.. dere are ups and downs in life.. but i feel dat i have more ups than downs.. i have 3 best frenz.. 1st was in my pri sch... her name's vanessa.. stuck wif her for 6 yrs.. she's my playmate and e one who protects me.. =) pity we dun keep in touch le.. after she moved, we sorta lost touch... sigh...


my 2nd best fren is db.. oso my mei la.. met her in sec sch.. i'm very much of a loner in sec sch.. i guess can say dat she's e one who brought me out of my shell.. i noe i'm not some social butterfly so it muz have been hard getting to noe me.. and thru her, i met others lyk bc, zh, sk, sq, ben and van.. and slowly, i got to noe more lyk sy, zx, jk, bear, etc.. dat's e time where i became more open and things started going out of control.. thinking back, dere's so much drama i wondered how i survived.. lolx..


and now, my 3rd best fren is of coure, MANU!!! lolx.. at e start of poly life, i kept to myself.. i oso dunno how i got involved wif e kukus.. at dat time, manu and nikko, dhah and kuku were best frenz.. me, i'm juz a bystander.. ocxcasionally joining in e fun.. hahaha.. but slowly as i warmed up to dem, i suddenly found myself a best fren.. i rmb telling manu, " u so lucky.. got best fren.. i dun have best fren in poly" hahaa.. manu juz said, " i be your best fren la!" lolx.. dat's how i got my best fren and frm then, i nv turned back..


manu helped me alot.. be it studies or relationships.. i'm really grateful to have her in my life.. juz as i'm grateful to have known db and vanessa.. these are e 3 women who impacted my life so greatly dat it made me who i am today.. apart from my family, i think these 3 are e ones whom i hold most dearly to my heart.. hahaha.. very mushy rite.. but all dese are from e bottom of my heart..


i dunno wat my future holds.. all i can do is to move blindly forward and hope dat db n manu wld still remain in my life n not leave lyk vanessa did.. i oso hope dat i wld get to noe subsequent best frenz who will impact my life as my current 3 best frenz did.. hahaha.. i noe i leave out a lot of ppl.. everyone's my great fren.. but best frenz have special places in my heart.. keke.. love all of you..



i sit here wondering... am i ur one and only or ur one in many...