Wednesday, January 31, 2007
i'm tired, i'm hungry and i'm in sch doing F&B.. oh boy.. looking at all these food makes me super duper hungry!!!!~*~
hmm.. funny how sometimes when ppl misunderstand u, u wld tend to get riled up and say things dat u nv meant to say.. ahahaha.. muz be wondering y i said dis rite.. well, can say dat rarely i've felt hurt over wat ppl said.. but dis time, i was really hurt but i chose to maintain my silence.. yea, went to his blog to tag how i really felt.. without any harsh words.. i muz have really grown up man.. haha..
but does it really change anything? i mean lyk to me, it's all meaningless.. lyk him, i go down on sat to enjoy.. and i dun even go down dere on a regular basis.. yea, dat sat's incident was partly my fault but to blame it fully on me.. is dat really fair.. i didnt put anyone at gun point to force dem to leave wif me.. all i said was i'm going to sch..
if u wan to make me miserable, u've succeeded.. i dunno how u do it man.. i seriously dun... up till now, i still dunno how to face u.. i feel so damn awkward.. cos i noe one way or another, i've let u down.. so dun expect so much from me lyk toking to u when i dunno wat to say..
sian.. supposed to say sth intelligent and mature de.. but cant think of anything.. haha.. my eng's bad la.. no choice.. i oso dunno y i'm saying dis lehx.. it's lyk, he nv listens to wat i have to say de wat.. haha.. i hate how things always have to come to dis point and somehow, it always ended up wif me being at fault..
wat to say?? yea yea.. it's my fault, i'm so damn sorry.. but i'm NOT and i WUN avoid going to soccer dere.. i'll only go when i see e need to so dun worry, u wun see me every wk.. i guess dat's wat u wan ba.. haha..
i hope eveyone's anger has subsided seeing dat i'm admitting it's my fault.. so stop all those arguements abt public places, being auto and all dat crap le ba.. frenz will remain frenz.. dun spoil it with meaningless arguements.. dat's all i have to say in dis matter..