Friday, December 22, 2006
sometimes i really wonder y i bother.. i mean lyk, if ppl wan to wallow in self pity, let dem go ahead la! but silly me need to try ONE LAST time to drill into someone's head dat he's feeling sorry for himself.. end result? let's juz say i nearly died from excessive loss of blood...i only asked u whether u wan to go watch movie wif us.. u said no.. so fine.. i ask u y.. if you said cos u feel dat is wasting money, i still can understand.. but y muz add, "and i dun wan to be extra." wat e hell la... we r frenz lehx.. where e fuck does extra come in??? self pity oso not to dis extend lorx...
u everytime say u lonely.. who not lonely sia.. if lonely, go find company le.. wat? sit dere and ppl will come find u? dun b crazy la.. ever heard of e word "initiative"??? dun understand? check dictionary...
and e funny thing is you wld say stuff lyk, "i cant find joy in anything.." obviously u cant feel joy cos u've been too busy feeling sorry for yourself!!!
regarding wat u said to me.. i said i wouldn't care what PPL SAID TO ME.. i did NOT say i wont WORRY for ppl... dere's a HUGE HUGE HUGE difference u noe... obviously ppl change.. if not will end up lyk u.. self pity...
juz so u noe, e earth does not revolve ard u.. if u cant buck up, hey, dun blame us if u got left behind.. dun say wat we dun care abt u le and all dat shit.. u r e one who didn't wan to be extra.. but e funny thing is, u MADE yourself e extra by keep saying dat... contradicting man....
u beta think b4 u say anything... everyone has their own life.. if u no life, den do sth abt it.. wat's e point of complaining.. complain liao still no life.. if u really treat us as frenz, den treat us as frenz... say until lyk we're e ones who made u unhappy wen is u urself got problem..
guess dat shld be all le... ciao