Monday, November 13, 2006
hmm.. today's quite an emotional day.. went out wif db and we talked for a moment.. started toking abt my probs wif sy and it's lyk, i started crying.. in middle og CS some more! damn la... so it led me to e decision of no matter wat, muz settle dis prob by today.. so i msged him and we nearly quarreled.. cos both of us are really tired so we were not very patient.. anyways, i told him i couldn't take it anymore and dat i'm miserable.. i guess dere's still some hope cos he sort of apologised.. and said dat i need to study and dat he need to work.. so i told him might as well put dis relationship on hold.. NOT break.. juz both of us do wat is impt (eg. my studies and his work) den we'll wait until after his NS den decided whether we shld continue.. i guess for e both of us, it meant starting anew ba.. it's better than e both of us hanging on and being stressed.. i guess dis is e best solution.. i noe we cant promise each other dat our feelings will remain unchanged after dat but we'll nv noe... so juz let time decide ba.. guess dat's all for today....0.jpg)
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