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juz now playing game.. tok to sq online.. den we sort of debated over certain stuff.. i told him i muz always pretend in front of him.. and dat i find it hard to be happy wif him and some others.. den i told him i changed le.. no longer lyk b4, care so much.. cos i cant account for everyone's feelings.. and he said i'm mean.. cos he treat me so gd and i did dis to him.. hello? i didnt ask u to b gd to me.. wat if i died one day? no one will care for u? isn't it crap? and dun tell me u'll cry for me if i die.. i'm totally not touched at all.. cos it'll juz b another burden to me.. dun preach to me abt true love.. it's bullshit to me... yea.. mayb true love exists.. but dere will nv b a happy ending.. dun b gd to me.. cos it wouldn't change anything.. it'll juz make me suspicious abt wat u wan from me.. i am not e old qr who always feel guilty over someone's minor complaint.. i've changed.. i'm no pushover now.. u might not lyk wat i write here but get e fact into ur head.. we've been together and broke up 3 times.. enuff is enuff... ur love is too much for me to handle.. i dun need u to love me.. i juz wan a normal fren.. if u cant do it, tell me.. so i wun gif u e wrong idea again... yea i noe i hurt u bad.. but it's beta than giving u hope.. i'm a big girl now.. dun keep caring for me.. juz care abt urself ba.. i still have bc(my bestest gor) and e kukus(the bestest classmates) to take care of me.. i'm not obliged to do or b anything to u other than a casual fren... i cant b a close fren.. dun expect too much from me..