Thursday, July 06, 2006
*mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters* *mutters*-_______________- ok i'm crazy...
haha.. feeling very bored now so i trying to b lame here... =p anyways, nth much happen.. ok.. mayb i broke down and cried on mon but other than dat, nth else... i guess.. haha.. if u're thinking y did i cry on mon, i dunno.. u noe dat feeling of sadness dat weighs heavily on a person's heart? well, dat was how i felt.. dis great burden of sadness in my heart.. it's so.. heavy.. makes me so depressed.. and b4 i noe it, tears are juz flowing freely.. den i called db.. wen she picked up e phone, i started crying all over again.. =.= i sound lyk a crybaby... den as i was crying, db was asking me if sy bullied me.. i tried to say no but i couldn't.. i was crying too hard.. *=.= is dere such a description? crying too hard..* anyways.. wen i finally stopped, i told her it's not sy.. sy wouldn't make me cry.. he'll try to make me smile... well, to put it simply, i talked to db abt my problems... yea.. dat shld b all...
wah... super boring.... in sch now.. doing nth... other than typing la.. i'm in sch early.. waiting for tutor and classmates... i'm e only one in class now.. sianx... is dere such a term called bored until wan to puke? i guess not... and no, i dun wan to puke.. i'm juz curious... hmm.. i juz thot of sth... let me tok of sth lame... mayb dat way, i wouldn't b so bored...
****** darkwings's lame thots******
stress.. wat does it mean? well, dere's quite a few explanation on dictionary.com but i lyk dis e best... stress is a mentally or emotionally disruptive or upsetting condition occurring in response to adverse external influences and capable of affecting physical health, usually characterized by increased heart rate, a rise in blood pressure, muscular tension, irritability, and depression. confused? so m i.. haha.. i nv read.. i juz copied and paste.. hmm.. mainly it's bad.. so how do we counter strss? i juz found out dat crying is a BERY gd method.. erm.. how do i explain dis.. well.. wen u r feeling very stressed, dere dis haavy feeling on ur heart.. i noe cos i've experienced it.. i was very stressed.. hmm... den i started crying.. after i cried, i was very tired but at e same time, dere's a very light feeling in my heart.. it's as if i've let everything out.. it's a rather gd feeling.. juz dat u'll get a headache from all dat crying.. =.=
hmm.. i forgot wat i wanted to say.. =.= aiya.. forget it... lesson start le.. i go toilet.. haha