Thursday, June 01, 2006
hmm.. blog hopping again.. 1 wk nv update le.. well.. saw db's and sq's blog.. dey r e only ones who updated.. sq's blog, no comment.. see liao a little sian nia.. other than dat, nth.. cannot say anything wat.. he still hates me.. haiya.. dunno la.. very tired le..db's entry is much more interesting.. hmm.. she wan to find her true self le.. dat's gd.. i guess it's abt time she does dat ba.. i really dun wanna see her drifting again.. causes her a lot of unhappiness.. juz wishing her gd luk and all e best.. dun forget to tell me once u've found urself..
speaking of true selves.. wat r our true selves? do we really show our true selves? as in who we really r and wat we think... well, speaking for myself, i'm not showing ppl my true self ba.. mayb bcos i juz dun wanna show it.. cos i find myself too boring.. haha.. i mean, wat i'm showing ppl now is dat i'm loud, crazy and straight.. who ever noe dat deep inside me, i wan quiet, keeping everything to myself and really, juz wan to rest? not dat i show it to anyone.. cos let's face e facts.. wen u go out to have fun, would u be very quiet? it would practically spoil everyone's fun ba... dat's in my opinion la.. no offenses.. sometimes i ask myself.. keeping to myself, keeping everything close to heart, wld i b spared frm hurt? apparently not.. cos i got hurt quite a lot of times.. and no, i'm not gonna relive it.. dat's y while db is finding her true self, i'm showing my true self.. not immediately la.. it'll scare everyone away.. i'm juz slowly showing bits and pieces of me.. haha.. NOW ppl will think dat i'm a boring person.. but do i really care? i guess not.. after all, e most important thing is dat i'll b happy.. and yesh, i'm slowly learning too.. learning to stand up to others le.. and not to follow e flow... dat's wat i do best in e past, following e flow.. and guess wat, it made me quite unhappy at times.. so now, i'm learning to say no.. yea.. ppl reading dis muz b going, "watever la!" den all i can say is sry!! but i think i shld blog it down..
hmm.. anyways, shld update a little ba.. hmm.. let's see.. dere's bball on tue.. friendly match!! i only got to play for a few min.. cos i kept falling down.. =( i muz b really sucky.. oh well.. i shld noe wat.. after all, i very long nv play le.. wldn't b surprised if i didn't make e team.. anyway, dis is not e time to think abt it..
ytd was rather interesting.. met up wif db, van and bc after my project meeting.. walked ard den go bc's hse.. i was practically rotting dere cos db playing game, van msging gray and bc hlping db.. haha.. den later found out dat sq coming oso.. i noe he hate me la.. so i told dem i'll go off 1st... and dey were lyk, ok.. so i went over to sy's hse.. hlp him paint his rm.. haha.. he say i yue bang yue mang.. keke.. den i was lyk i nv paint b4 lehx.. keke.. i think i nearly drove him to death.. haha.. so we were lyk talking and painting.. den he suddenly asked me to b his gf.. and i was lyk huh??!! i was simply not digesting anything.. den after a while, i was lyk orh, ok lorx.. wah liao.. seemed so dumb!!! so yea, we're together.. but so far i haven told anyone.. cos i dun think we need to announce dat.. anyways, ate dinner at his hse.. his mom very cute.. haha.. den i went to meet my parents.. haha.. accompany dem go eat le den go hm liao..
wah sian.. reach hm means PROJECT!!! kaoz.. den i went online.. ard 9plus smith and han bin den online.. by e time i got all e info, it was already 10 30.. =X and i did e ppt.. do all e way until 1am sia.. tired.. den dis morning still need to wake up early to touch up on e ppt.. reached sch at 9.. waiting for charlene dey all.. dey haven come.. i'm having a headache.. omg.. today's so not my day... tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aiya.. dun blog le.. go catch some winks b4 lesson starts.. ciao