Thursday, May 25, 2006
Purest Of Painsorry didn't mean to call you
but i couldn't fight it
i guess i was weak
i couldn't even hide it
and so i surrended
just to hear your voice
i dont't know how many times
i've said i'm gonna live without you
and maybe someone else
is standing there beside you
but there's something baby
that you need to know
that deep inside of me
i feel like i'm dying
i have to see you
it's all that i'm asking
vida
give me back my fantasy
the courage that i need to live
the air that i breathe
carino mio
my world's become so empty
the days are so cold and lonely
and each night i taste
the purest of pain
i wish i could tell you
i'm feeling better everyday
that i didn't hurt
when you walked away
but to tell you the truth
i can't find my way
that deep inside of me
i feel like i'm dying
i have to see you
it's all that i'm asking baby
vida
give me back my fantasy
the courage that i need to live
the air that i breathe
carino mio
my world's become so empty
the days are so cold and lonely
and each night i taste
the purest of pain x2
sorry didn't mean to call you
but i couldn't fight it
i guess i was weak
i couldn't even hide it
and so i surrended
just to hear your voice...
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alrite.. today's entry is a little colorful.. haha.. i noe.. well, in case u r wondering.. e above is a song by Son By Four, i think.. not so sure.. song title is, of course, Purest Of Pain.. was listening to dis song juz now and decided to jot down e lyrics.. very sad and meaningful.. great for those who fell out of love.. or have been troubled by love or sth similar to dat.. heard dis song lyk 5 yrs ago.. dug it out of my playlist.. trying to relive e 'old' times.. haha.. no la.. juz happened dat my mp3 was playing dis song.. keke.. anyways, time for some updates...
okie.. let's start wif monday.. hmm.. wat happened on mon?? actually nth much la.. juz after sch, go find db dey all.. play 2 games of mahjong den i went off to go jogging wif sy le.. sy was sick so he couldn't jog.. so i jogged and he walked.. haha.. den it started RAINING.. and we got stranded in Sunplaza park.. haha.. so we had to wait for e rain to stop.. nv say much to each other.. juz sat dere waiting in silence.. den rain stop liao we walked 2 more rounds den go hm le.. so it's nth much.. haha.. den at nite play game.. me go try pangya wat.. sy oso start acc.. den we started playing.. i so louya!!! haha.. den zh and db came to join.. half way thru e game, i got dc!!! damn!!! my exp gone.. =( haha.. so nvm.. i go slp lorx.. onto e nxt day..
tue ar.. oso nth much.. morning go my aunt hse.. i fell aslp sia.. haha.. den went to sch at 11 plus.. study study study until 6.. den go basketball training.. haiz.. my basketball skills ar... tui bu le.. really muz buck up liaox.. or else i dun need to stay in e team le.. sianx.. i can't shoot, can't lay up.. bleahx.. so louya.. train until 8 plus.. went to makan wif my parents den go hm.. bathe le.. den study for test.. den my bro playing pangya ma.. he playing wif sy.. make so much noise sia.. haha.. den i study until cannot take it.. go watch tv.. den my bro shout again.. =.= turn out is he kana dc.. diao... 2nd time le.. haha.. so he told me to msg sy dat he not playing le.. ok lorx.. i msg.. haha.. den i go slp at 11 plus.. onto ytd...
ytd test.. i LATE.. OMG!!! i rushing lyk siao sia.. i think i screwed up my test.. haha.. dunno la.. e tutor told us to plan our essay.. den i plan lorx.. bloody hell.. write out de is totally diff frm my planning.. dun even noe i plan for wat sia.. haha.. waste my time.. den ytdlesson end at 11.. yea!!! met sy at interchange at 11 30.. keke.. actually wanted to watch movie de.. but dun have e show we wan.. bleahx.. went bugis, dunhave.. went ps oso dun have!! =.= actually wanted to go tiong bahru see have anot de.. den on 2nd thots.. haha.. go city hall dere walk walk.. frm city hall, walk to millenium walk.. den walk to marina square.. den esplanade.. aiya.. simply juz kept walking.. haha.. quite fun la.. window shopped, walked and talked.. haha.. 1st time go so many places sia.. keke.. fun fun fun!! den we went back at ard 6..
helped my cousin played game at my aunt hse.. dat crazy guy doesn't want to play on his own.. so he got me to play.. got ghost de.. bloody hell.. i scared of ghost de.. haha.. juz dat i was more leng jing.. haha.. anyways.. went hm, on com.. chatted wif db on msn.. haha.. chat half way, stomach pain.. i think is cos nv eat so pain.. so i go cook noodles.. den dat db dunno send me wat track la.. super dumb but funny.. haha.. abt birds de.. =.= den maple patch.. all of us went to patch.. sy's can patch but he kana dc.. haha.. me cannot patch.. tried using manual patch but cannot.. = ( end up auto patch can.. =.= db totally cannot.. manual or auto oso cannot patch.. i went to ludibrium!!! so cute.. toys everywhere!! haha.. den we play maple ma.. doing quest.. diao.. den i got dc oso... =( sad.. haha.. so nvm lorx.. since very late liao.. i go slp lorx.. haha..
3 days all crammed in 1 entry.. haha.. today still dunno wat will happen.. in class now.. keke.. still morning.. so far nth much la.. except i'm supposed to present report but i couldn't say anything.. =x overall nth much la.. keke.. ciao