Sunday, April 23, 2006
well, i was going thru my friendster and Hi5 testi juz now.. cos got nth to do ma.. so go read and see wat ppl think of me.. and i found out dat ppl look at me and say dat i'm actually crazy.. yup.. dat's e most common word in all or most of my testi.. dat i'm crazy.. and i'm really quite glad abt it.. cos ppl feel dat i'm fun and i feel dat it's ok to b crazy.. cos ppl lyk dat side of me.. even my family.. i might b crazy but it's crazy in a gd way.. haha.. wat e hell am i toking abt?? i dun even understand myself.. keke.. dere's a lot of happy memories.. and all of dem juz came back to me as i read e testi.. i found out dat ppl actually think dat i'm a gr8t fren, even though dey say dat i'm crazy.. and i really appreciated dat.. cos it proved dat everything dat i've done were worthwhile.. i mean, dey could actually see wat is inside of me other than e crazy girl outside.. really salute dese frenz.. haha.. and it's lyk true lorx.. i really can laugh for no reason sia.. juz feel lyk laughing den laugh lorx.. no harm done.. i have e feeling dat laughing can help lose weight.. haha.. i mean, at e rate i'm laughing, really can lose weight sia.. e way i laugh is not e giggle giggle laugh.. mine is a kind of hearty laugh dat really shakes my whole body.. and ppl say dat e way i laugh is funny.. cos i rock backwards and forwards wen i laugh.. normally i would knock my head accidently wen i laugh.. haha.. really stupid sia..sometimes, i wld really miss e gd old times.. really had a lot of fun sia.. esp wif db.. but den, everything's got to move on.. poly's started le.. need to go to sch.. db has o lvs.. need to study.. we wld b bound down by sch work le.. haha.. but i believe dat these wonderful memories wld stay wif us forever.. really have no regret le.. keke.. and den it's lyk, we wld surely meet de ma.. i'll definitely find time to find db de.. go out and have fun.. lyk wat i told ben.. e true definition of frenz is not seeing each other, it's keeping each other in ur heart.. as long as we keep each other in our hearts, our frenship wld go very far.. haha.. dat's wat i truly believe in.. anywayz.. i worte a poem.. i dunno is dedicated to who de.. cos it applies to a lot of ppl.. haha.. so here it is..
Silently
i stood behind you
silently
my hands outstretched
i did not touch you
they remained there
unmoving
always ready to catch you
when you fall
so keep moving forward without fear
i'll always be behind you
watching you silently