Sunday, March 26, 2006
okie.. juz went to read db's blog.. another 'hidden' post.. muz highlight again.. haha.. well, mei, dun feel sad le kz? mayb he didn't mean to push u away.. juz take things nice and slow and it will work out one way or another..regarding your other post.. go ahead and follow me lorx.. i'll b dere for u de.. i'm feeling very strong rite now.. haha.. wun collapse for e time being.. so go ahead and lean on me.. i'll always b dere de.. as for ur gor gor rite, dun wry la.. i think he didn't mean to ignore u.. how come i everything oso say didn't mean.. aiya.. i dunno la.. juz rmb dat no one will harm u on purpose.. cos u're strong.. ok? muz rmb dat.. dun think dat u're weak.. juz think dat for now, u confused.. juz leave everything to me.. i'll handle.. as much as i dun lyk meeting up, i will still go.. mayb b4 dat i'll go have fun 1st.. so dat i'll b relaxed.. u dun wan me to b tense..
rite now, i'm rojak.. i mean, i'm feeling a lot of stuff rite now.. see, i'm sad for db, and i'm proud of myself.. y am i proud of myself? cos i've thot of sth again.. see, in dis grp, me and db r not e main.. lyk a plant.. e main of the plant wld be its flower.. juz lyk dis grp.. db and i were not e flower.. e rest of u r.. mayb its van ba.. and e leaves wld b e guys.. now, where does dat place me and db? we're juz e life giving roots.. i mean, we might not b e main of dis grp, but without us, dis grp cannot survive.. which is rather true in dis case.. roots needs water.. all dey have to do was to give us a little water to make stay.. water, in dis case, is attention.. db and i stayed in dis grp for so long.. cos u guys have been giving us enuff attention.. but being girls, we wld tend to wan more ba.. so wen we couldn't take it anymore, we simply juz left.. juz lyk a plant cannot survive without its roots, dis grp cant survive without us.. mayb some wld disagree.. mayb some wld say dat dis grp wld b beta off without us.. who knows for sure? to each of his own..
see.. db and i wld wan to settle things now.. for db, cos it's her o lvls dis yr.. for me, sch's starting.. but most important of all, it's useless continuing dis.. it's lame la.. db will most certainly see van in sch.. i dun wan to make things difficult for dem.. let's juz say i'm being kind.. haha.. yikes.. dat's weird.. i dunno wat i'm talking abt now.. anywayz.. i seriously forgot wat i was going to type thus explaining all dis rubbish here.. suppose i've got to stop now.. i'll go start thinking of my story le.. db's got to chapter 5 le!! i haven even started writing 4!!! kz.. no more rubbish.. bye!!